Thursday, February 10, 2011

Writing down how I feel

My cousin thought that I needed to write my feelings down.

I am scared of my pregnancy. I am scared of the same end result. I am scared I am not going to take home my second baby. I have built this wall around me to keep my happiness at bay.

I have an appointment for an NT scan hopefully next week then I can schedule my cerclage with my doctor the following week. I have a follow-up appointment a week after my cerclage. February 28 will be the beginning of my 2nd trimester.

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