5 months and I forgot.....

I completely forgot about Ryan being gone 5 months yesterday. I was so into being busy all week trying no to think about things and I suppose I succeeded. UGH. Last night after I finish inputting some information into my phone I realized it was the 2nd! I started to cry uncontrollably and woke up Steve. Of course he is so amazing he comforted me and reminded that we won't forget him. Steve had to wake up super early and I understood that he fell asleep. I felt better after talking to him and I quietly cried myself to sleep.

I don't know how it slipped my mind! I feel like crap.

 

We miss you so much little angel. We love you Ryan.